tops of buildings & julie's apartment.

summer has officially arrived & its fun already. tonight i think a few things on our list were covered and good conversation accompanied them. when the weather gets nicer it will be even better. the dr. pepper will taste more refreshing and the headstands wont hurt so bad on the warmer concrete.

speaking of good weather... its been raining lately quite a bit which i love. the other day, yesterday actually... i was sitting in a coffee shop and it was pouring down rain, too loud to ignore. chill music was playing slightly softer than the noise of the rain. i was sipping my white mocha... reading and enjoying the candlelit table. and it was almost as if god was crawling underneath my skin. i realized while sitting there, that was a moment that i want to store in my brain for a really long time. probably forever. i enjoy moments alone. i realize this may be strange. i dont mean this in a dark, depressing way. i love being around people as well. but there is something about being alone that makes me remember that i'm alive and breathing... that i'm actually a person with a name and a face.... like. put here for something. maybe its because nobody is looking at me or aknowledging me except for passersby. i catch glances here and there, some pleasant, some distraught, but glances nonetheless. i enjoy these interactions more than most people, i think. i absolutely love them. i try to read these peoples lives & ask god if theres anything i can do to bring them joy. i try to see through them. and alot of people make me laugh outloud. which then brings me to a point where i'm the insane person sitting alone laughing at nothing. oh well.